Wednesday, May 28, 2008

I love you Josh....


My brother passed away last week. I really dont know how to feel or say right now.It was all so sudden. I was visiting japan while all of this happened. And was supposed to leave the next day.....
And I still cant believe it all. It has been the most longest week of my life. So many things are racing thru my head.
I knew Josh was a great, unique talented man, but he was so much more. His friends told me all these wonderful stories that I will never forget. He touched so many peoples lives. Everyone around him has such a big heart, he had really good people around him. He really makes me proud to be his older sister. His friends and I promised to smile and laugh and live life to its fullest for Josh. We know thats what he would want. Thats the type of person he was, always making others happy. I love you so much Josh. You are all around us and will always be in our hearts.

I would also like to thank everyone in Japan that helped us thru all this, you dont know how greatful Iam. Thank you.

........this photo was one of the last ones we took at Asakusa last Saturday......

52 comments:

Anonymous said...

RIP Joshua
you can come japan any time

いつでも日本に帰って来なさい

Jessie said...

Awww, hun. *hugs* I'm sorry for your loss. =C

Evi said...

I am so sorry for your loss.

I wish you and your loved ones all the best.

Take care.

Anonymous said...

Friedia, Thank you for message.
コメントありがとう。
みんなの大好きなJoshuaは、いつまでもみんなの中に
いるよ! 早くFriedia(Niimura family)に笑顔が戻れるのをきっとJoshも待ってるよ。

I'm really sorry about this happened.
We're loving you and Josh forever!!!!!
Take care,Friedia.
lots of LOVE

to: Great sis&brother
from: Dora

Daniël said...

Sorry for your loss.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vKF9mM6A0AQ&feature=related

Only this song feels adequate at such strange times (at least for me).

All the best.

S said...

Friedia,

Be strong. Your brother is part of the sky now. Everytime you look up, he'll be there...

今からJoshuaさんは空に存在していますね。きっと。

S

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wonderhoney said...

never forget (actually, i can't!!)

the first time i saw him in the one of magazine few years ago, he was really really powerful to me. i guess he was the person that gives 120% to his career. i didn't know much about him other than that magazine but i never forget what i felt from ur brother's page.

i'll remember him and imagine sleeping with the angels now =)

and friedia, a safe and wonderful trip to ur next destination =)

Anonymous said...

I am so, so sorry. My thoughts are with you at this difficult time.

Keep your head up!

Em x

Rachel said...

I'm so sorry for your loss. I am happy that you posted to your blog, because your clothing site was shut down.

Please know that all your fans are here for you and thinking of you during this difficult time.

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Anonymous said...

私はあなた達が本当に大好きです。
これからも永遠に大好きです。
ジョシュアはいつまでも温かく見守っている事でしょう。体は見えなくなってしまっても彼の心は永遠にあなたのそばにあるはずです。
みんなあなたの素晴らしい弟ジョシュアを忘れる事はありません。

Anonymous said...

i am so sorry Friedia!i wish you and your family hope.RIP Joshua

Tamami said...

Dear Friedia,
I am so sorry for your loss...but thank you so much for posting this.
I really, really, really loved Joshua sooooo much...I was a fan of him for so long since I was in junior high...
It is such a hard time for you to go through right now but we, your fans&Josh fans, are always there for you&Josh.
We will never ever forget about Joshua and what he has done.
RIP Joshua.

I wish you and your family best.
Love

ジョシュアの事、忘れません。ずぅ~っとジョシュアとFriediaの事、応援してますからね(*^▽^*)

Anonymous said...

ブログ更新ありがとう!こんな時にブログを通してみんなに伝えなきゃいけないのは悲しいけど本当に心配してたから早くに更新あって嬉しかったです。
今回日本に行ってたんですね。偶然?でも意味があったんだと思う。
ジョシュアのこと忘れない。がんばって。彼もそれを望んでるよ!

asas said...

ジョシュアも苦しかったんだね。。。

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry about this.
Joshua was one of my friend and we went drinking a couple of times with same group of friends. From the first day I met him, I could see that he was such an amazing guy, so talented, so nice, he was making people happy and creating such a nice atmosphere.

Be proud to be the sister of such a great person and be strong, Friedia!! We are all supporting you and your family, and we all love Joshua.

~Rest in Peace Joshua~

Luv,xx

tomoko said...

今回ジョシュアと日本で会えて
沢山遊んで、話して、良かったね。
そしてこれから
フリーディアが日本に帰って来れなくても
ジョシュアがずっと側にいるね。

私達も今も変らずジョシュアが大好きです!

Andre said...

Thank you, thank you Josh, and Friedia.

How wonderful sister&brother you are.....

Josh n' Friedia will always with, and with us.

With lots of memories and lots of love.

Nana said...

First of all, I have been thinking if I should give you some words, but no suitable words came up on my mind unfortunately.. I just felt "I'm so sorry" is nothing to you and me.. So I decided to wait till you start to speak about this from you, yourself..
I wish Joshua is now rest in peace, and also you'd be able to get over this painful time soon. Even you two are seperated now, both of you now got new starts of new life. So I really wish your good lucks in your new life to both of you.
I know I don't have much to do for you now, though, please remind that I'm the one who is really really really really looking forward to rocking with DIP DYE TUNIC WITH SCARF COLLAR!

XXX

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Anonymous said...

i am so sorry friedia. i'm in the US and i saw the comments left on your last entry, and my friend like, googled it to find out what happened. i can't imagine losing a sibling. my father passed away when i was really really little, but since then i haven't lost anyone i was close to.

i hope your family and friends are all okay and i send all my love from massachusetts. stay strong.

<3333 katie.

Anonymous said...

Ilovejoshu.

ジョシュアは私にたくさんの財産を残してくれました。今の幸せはジョシュアがくれた大切なもの。これからも幸せでいることがジョシュアへの恩返しだと思ってこれからもジョシュアを想い、ジョシュアがつないでくれた縁を大切にしていこうと思います。

ジョシュアのお姉ちゃん、ありがとう。

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aj said...

sky君かわいそうに・・・

Coralie said...

From all my heart, I wish to offer my sincere condolences to your family and you Friedia.
You are beautiful on this picture.

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Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry for your loss.
and thank you for giving us message.

emiko said...

Hi. I just wanna give this to you...

"I love you. Saying these 3 words is the best way to say goodbye."

RIP Joshua...

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Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry for your loss.

Anonymous said...

フリーディアこれからも私達はジョシュアの事を忘れません。
ずっと応援してます!
辛い時に・・・メッセージありがとう。

Anonymous said...

I'm relieved a little that I can read this blog after that. Thank you for updating at hard time...

I wish you'll be OK soon...

Kumi

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Anonymous said...

thoughts are with you and your family xoxoxo

drh said...

I'm very sorry about your brother. It must have been a huge shock for you and your family. I wish you peace in this difficult time.

mariko422 said...

Friedia

I am very sorry for your loss. Please be strong and support your parents. And see you in Tokyo again soon! I miss you very much so please smile when you are feeling better.

MK said...

awww I'm sorry

RIP Josh

annalove said...

I love you Anna...!!

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Carol said...

I'm sorry for your loss. My condolences to you and your family. It always feels more tragic when a young life is lost, but I'm sure he's watching over all of you from up above now. Best wishes to you in this difficult time.

Anonymous said...

I`m just u and Joshua`s fan...just fan...

I love ur sense...u guys are so awesome!!!!!

I really don`t know about u guys...

But allways u guy are in my heart...

Love Some one Down...

Rest In Peace,Joshua....

Anonymous said...

sorry for you loss. his sad news was really shocked us. however, your family must be shocked more than us .that i cant imagine. i hope you and your family feeling better from deep sadnesses and cross josh's finger in peace. big love for you, and precious brother, joshua.

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry for your loss Friedia... I`m just another fan. It`s so sad when someone so young dies, overall a talented and lovely person as Joshua.

love.

Anonymous said...

I am really sorry to hear about your loss, I hope you are doing okay~

please hang in there~

Setchu-an said...

I really regret about that the beautiful existence being belonging to the heaven now.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry for your loss. I can imagine how your father is sad. I hope you'll recover from grief.
Take care.

Anonymous said...

逝ってこい

Anonymous said...

suicide is the worst crime spiritually...